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 |  Subject: My Bestfriend and I  Wed Jun 25, 2008 8:46 pm | |
| another short fic :) - Spoiler:
MY BESTFREIND AND I…
Life is all too weird; do you even think that falling in love with your best friend is easy? No it’s not! It’s so hard, especially when he treats you like a sister while you keep on wishing that he would be yours. Every time he calls and tells me his love problem with his girlfriend who never treasured him--ever.
All I want to tell him is “I’m yours to keep, Matthew Davidson. You’ll never be hurt forevermore, you’ll be happy for the rest of your life.” But I just can’t tell him that, what if he doesn’t feel the same way as I do?
Or.... the worst thing that he’ll hate me for loving him, I’d rather keep my feelings to myself than lose him forever!
But for now all I need is a prayer, a prayer to God that would save Matthew. He is here in the hospital right now and is in critical condition. Yesterday a drunk truck driver hit his front car. The accident caused a great impact that the driver died even before the ambulance came to the place of the accident.
Tears started to flow down from my eyes as thoughts of him leaving started to come, I couldn’t bare that pain. This pain is stabbing me right in my heart with a huge spear, I can't breath and live without him, I just love him too much!
“Oh God! Please don’t take him away,” I moaned in pain as I looked up in the altar praying to God, as hot tears started to flow down my eyes. I covered my face with my hands and just sobbed there knowing that I was alone in the chapel, and couldn't care less about the other people hearing me from the main hall.
Suddenly someone with a cold finger tapped my back softly as I looked up seeing a white blinding light like looking at the sun directly, I squinted and raised my hand covering a little light, as the light started to fade, I saw him there smiling happily.
Instantly my heart sank and I had to gasp for breath, a feeling of abandonment has entered me. “Why?” I asked desperately in a whisper and it was the only word that could come out my mouth and wanted to ask.
He just smiled at me again then he looked above, to the altar and and finally to me in that soft green eyes, I looked deep into his eyes and I saw happiness. “HE wants me with him Mia. Remember what you told me that the real happiness is with God? “ He said calmly.
I cried harder when he sat down beside me and tucked my hair to my ear like he always does, then he ran his hands through my chin as his hand touched my face a felt a warm feeling, I closed my eyes and leaned my head to his cold hand. “Why now? I still have to tell you something.” I said softly as I was starting to take a deep breath.
He lifted my chin and took my hands and kissed them one by one. “I know… and I’ll always love you Mia Elizabeth Sanchez.” He said as his eyes stared at my brown eyes lovingly, I looked away crying as my heart was pierced harder. He tilted my head wipped my tears he smiled as he leaned and kissed my forehead, my nose and slowly on my lips.
We just stared at each other for a while taking chance of the moment that may be our last stare at each other. Then a bell somewhere in the chapel rang, that echoed in a lovely sound in the chapel, and we both knew that it was time. “Don’t,” I said as I held his hand tightly not ever wanting to let go, and tears started to flow down my eyes.
He just looked at me not ever taking away that beautiful smile off his face. “Hey, remember I’m going to heaven.” He said as he wiped my tears off my face.
“I love you,” I said as he leaned his forehead to mine.
“And I love you.” He replied a soft whisper that I would never forget.
I just smiled at him when the thought suddenly came up that he is going to heaven.
“I’ll miss that,” he said after he sighed. “See you up there?” he asked joyfully then ran his hand playfully to my chin , I smiled in my most joyful and fun smile and nodded before we had our final hug. He stared at me for a second gave me a loving smile then a soft kiss when I closed my eyes…
As I opened my eyes I was alone in the chapel, he’s not here anymore, he’s in the place where eternal happiness is in. I suddenly hugged myself wiping a tear from my eyes smiling. I realized, My best friend and I will meet each other in heaven.
:smiley32: hope i like it... and yes im an emo writter | |
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